it has become very apparent to me during my trip to Seoul this week that the love I hold platonically is incomparable to anything else. the readiness I have to give everything I have to the friends I love has become clear to me in the love I hold for my friend caroline whom I stayed with. the soundtrack of this trip was
queen of peace – florence+the machine, serpentskirt by cocteau twins
this city is built with a significant vertical concept. businesses and restaurants are 11 floors up in buildings, marked only by a sign and an elevator tag. finding the entrance to the right building for the right business and the right elevator is not easy for a spatially confused girl like me, but I managed. everything is ample here, this is a city for every need.

sappy aside. Seoul is not like I remember, but much bigger, and less fantastical. my perspective is to blame, for the eyes of a 13 year old as not the same as that of a 19 year old. since my last visit I have seen Seoul in a light which it does not glow, it suffers as another beautiful ripe big city awaiting my exhaustive use of it until I move onto the next one. its sheer size calls to me like siren song, but I have fear that its culture would not take well to my eccentricity, nor I to it. where is the queerness? it’s a matter of finding out.
I would like to unravel the nightlife of Seoul. my one night out was stellar champagne and a stellar set by the sweetest DJ in the world. I want to see more people with face piercings.
I haven’t taken to champagne since I got suspended drinking a mix of tequila and champagne. my dear friend from my job that I did for a very short period of time got me into crémant, but that is only nice if you’ve had 3 drinks beforehand.
eats
ode to the restaurant in seongsu who’s name I don’t remember but I had a life changing beef hotpot and potato pizzaish dish. 8/10

jayeondo salt bread (seongsu) salty croissant-like pastry. 9/10
michelin star cold noodles in yeouido. banchan 1billion. hearty and simple. honest. 10/10.
absolutely terrible criminal Chinese restaurant in Lotte castle plaza. food was lacklustre and greasy, ordering was like jumping through hoops on fire. one point for free soup and tea. 1/10.
buys
gorgeous silver bangle that I will wear forever from noirmood in seongsu, so sweet.
angel’s breath edp from kinfolk. indescribable fresh wood. filmy and silken. inspires the thought of communion wafers, incense, and purity.